woke up. from an unexpected nap while chemming.
wth la. sighhz. maybe i should sleep more so i dun fall asleep like this so often.
Stupid common tests.

or maybe its just me.
MY poor time management
MY lousy attitude
MY incapabilities
MY stupidity
MY inability to cope with stress..

not my TEACHERS' fault
not THEIR poor teaching
not THEIR lousy ppt slides
not THEIR incapabilities in handling a class
not THEIR stupidity
not THEIR inability to mark handed up scripts on time

sigh. procrastination is the root of all the problems i guess. not them. its me. MY fault. MY mistakes. MY messed up mindset. all rushing back at me. all at one go.

die.

well. one more day of school before the CTs. one more "precious" day. i feel like ponning it. should i? :s

change topic. keep up with the PDL peepz. now IM the one whos falling behind. dun follow my example. keep going. its the third week already. hang in there.

*drop me an sms. let me know ur still there. i need that assurance. that you're always there for me. just as im always there for you.*

~depressed~

 

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